Writing With Abandon

Starting the morning with so much gratitude.

Even though last night’s wine makes me feel groggier than I would have liked, kept me from sleeping in later than I would have wanted.

An unreal balcony, like a whole separate room, seemingly custom-built for this couple.

A delicious dinner, barbecued with care by Jason.

A table setting with new plates, curated by Gi.

My love smiling at me across the table.

Laughter.

Oscar cuddles.

Playful teasing after four years of friendship.

I smiled and looked at them all — Jason, Gi, P, Osqui — and could see us a couple of years ago, us right now, and us in the future, with little ones running around. I could see it all at the same time.

This life.

This rich life.

In spite of all the obstacles (because there will never not be obstacles), there is so so so much to be grateful for.

And this little friend-made-family is one to savor.